January 2012
Anonymous asked: Fucking nate? You silly whore
December 2011
Today
I woke up feeling great! Allison’s bed is really comfortable. Before she heads to work she’ll take me to my cousins house, which I call home for a bit until me & my mom find another place, and from there I’ll get ready. Hang out with my family & then friends tonight.
Anonymous asked: What happened to that group u used to chill wit? I'm sure they miss u
Anonymous asked: Who you banging tonight?
My night
It didn’t go as planned. Joe’s Volcano sucked! The Saint took too long to let us dance. Waaah I just wanted to dance my heart out & leave my feelings on the dance floor.
All these anonymous messages don’t hurt my feelings no more. It’s pretty childish how you have nothing better to do.
Anonymous asked: You're a piece of shit, die?
Joe's Volcano
Is fuckin ghetto! I don’t like it here -___-
Anonymous asked: Jk
The Saint
I always love the performances they have! They really get me in the dancing mood! Wish I had a sexy guy as a dancing partner;)
Paul
If you’re reading this, I want you to know I miss you.
Anonymous asked: I miss you
Anonymous asked: So because you don't have much people to hang out with why not hang with the guy you cheated on your ex with? That makes sense. You're probably already banging him again. No shame.
But don’t get me wrong on that last sentence I put in the last post. I ain’t changing for anyone, I’m doing it for myself.
With this new year I’m going to be a better person. So Joseph was right, my new years resolution is to change. I won’t jump into things, if I’m in a relationship I’ll be faithful, I will try to do better in school than slack my way around it, I’ll start drinking water more, I’ll try harder to find a job. I just want to change people’s perspectives on me.
After the hospital trip my mom took me to Walmart since that seemed to be the only place open with drinks. I thought I’d check out the sweat pants & lucky me I finally bought 2 pairs of the black small ones. Of course every time I wear them I’ll think of Paul, but at least I’d be warm. He was always warm & he made sure I was warm when I told him I was cold.
Whoever is leaving all these anonymous messages are being rude. You obviously have nothing better to do than criticize my life. It’s coming to a new year & I don’t want messages like the ones that are being left. They’re annoying. Seriously, stop.
Olivia called me crying telling me her daughter amber overdosed on pills. Me & my mom rushed to the hospital. They say they are going to put her in intensive care. Pray for her please.
So I moved out the house. I now reside on the southeast side. I’ll be here for idk how long. I didn’t want my mom moving out alone.
Anonymous asked: Already gonna start hanging out with the guy you cheated on your ex with, you're a terrible person.
So I’ve been having all these bad dreams about Paul, and I’m going to take all of them as hints to MOVE THE FUCK ON. Obviously he ain’t coming back if he can’t even talk to me. I’ve texted his mom’s phone and no reply, ever. So I’m done. We’re done. I’m facing that finally. I was so dumb to think he’d even want to talk to me after he left...
I still have the photos of us downtown on my phone and I look at them everyday. Why? I know it is me making myself suffer. But I just want to see you, see us happy like we were there. Tears come to my eyes every time. I know I’m the one who screwed up, but I’m willing to give it another shot. are you?
goodnight.
I want you. You made me feel happy. I won’t mess up no more if you gave me another chance.
Should I give up?
If you let me, here’s what I’ll do, I’ll take care of you. I still feel the same. the truth hurts, those lies heal. tears in the pillow case. when you’re ready, just say you’re ready. when all the baggage just ain’t as heavy. Just don’t forget me. you’ve seen all my mistakes. can’t deny that I want you. we all have our nights though,...
I want someone to talk to whenever I need them :/
Like now would be a good time.
I want to see Alcatraz on January 16 :o